For coming to read their story.
Well let me tell you about them.
While I was pregnant with my youngest Shyann.
I was pregnant with twins.
While packing to move one day I started to bleeed very heavy.
We went to the ER at the hospital close by.
They told me I had miscarried.
I was so upset it was unbelievable.
So we left the hospital in tears.
I went home and later that night I passed the baby.
It looked so small and helpless.
There was nothing I could do.
The baby was there in my hands.
You could make out the arms and head and legs.
But it was so tiny I couldn't tell the gender of it.
I just thank God that they never did a D&C that day.
Because if they would of my Shyann would be here.
We decided to name the baby Louise Marie.
We felt in our hearts that it was a girl.
See I was only 6 to 7 weeks along with them both.
After a year or so we wanted to have another baby.
Finally in July of 1997.
I was late starting my period.
So I went to the clinic here in town.
Where they gave free tests on Mondays.
So I said what do I have to lose?
I got in the car and all the way there I was hoping I was pregnant.
Well I got in the clinic took the test.
They called me back in to this room.
Sat me down and told me I was pregnant.
I started to cry HAPPY tears.
I was so happy.
I went home and told my husband that we were going to have a baby.
He was so happy (HE WAS TICKLED PINK).
I call my doctor to set up an appointment.
I got in right away.
Yes he says you are pregnant.
He set up an ultrasound for the next time I came in.
I was 8 weeks then.
The baby was doing great.
The right size the right measurements everything.
I continued to do great.
After that I started to spotting some with a little bit of tissue.
So I went to the doctor.
He did ultrasound then I was 12 weeks.
I went in there the technition was quiet and looking arround alot.
No expression on her face at all.
She left the room and she came back with my doctor.
He looked at the ultrasound.
He said the plucanta is miss shaped.
I asked him what does that mean?
He told my it could be nothing or it could mean your losing the baby.
I said NO NO I can't lose the baby.
He said but the baby is still there and the heart beat is good.
But I want you to come back in, in another week.
During that week there was no spotting no nothing.
So I thought nothing was wrong and everything was ok.
I went into the doctor they did another ultrasound.
This time the doctor was right there during it all.
He told me that the baby was no longer there and that the placenta was alot smaller.
I said what where did my baby go?
He said that this doesn't happen alot but the baby desolved itself back in to my body.
He also said that the placenta has to be taken out.
I could leave it in there and let it come out on its own.
But there is a chance of infection and hemeraging.
So he told me that I have a choice to make.
So I went home and talked to my husband and we dicided to have a D&C done.
Crying all this time I called the doctor back to set it up.
On this very very very hard day of September I went in and had what was an empty shell removed.
It was so so so hard for me to except.
We didn't know what the baby's gender was again.
So we went with our hearts.
We decided to call the baby Nacoda James
Then after a year we wanted to try again.
Praying and trusting in God to give us a baby.
I prayed and prayed for a long time to have a baby.
Well we never got pregnant.
A year later we were in the middle of moving I wasn't feeling to good.
So I stayed home from work that day.
I was sick with the flu anyway that day.
It wasn't getting any better.
So I called the doctor they told my they would call in a presiption for me.
I said ok I'll go get it in an hour or so.
Something told me to get a home pregnacy test and take it before I took the medication.
So I got the test took it home and I took it.
At this time I WASN'T late for my period so I thought.
I looked at the test and it said positve.
I was so overwelmed I got on the phone and called my husband at work.
I told him honey we are PREGNANT!
He said oh yah.
He got off the phone and was jumping and skipping arround work.
Well I call the doctor and made an appointment to come see him.
He took a whole bunch of tests.
Did an ultrasound and this were great.
A month or so in to it I started to spot.
I called the doctor he set up blood work to be don't.
They can tell by your blood if you were having a miscarriage or not.
Well the blood work came back all good.
Nothing was wrong.
The next 2 months were really good no problems at all.
Then the 4th month came along.
I started to bleed this time.
So I called the called the doctor.
He said was is it like.
I told him it is just a little bit but there is pain when I go to the restroom.
He said it sounds like a uninary track infection.
He said go to the hospital and get a test done there if it gets worse.
Well it got worse.
So we when in to the ER.
They did a test and gave me some antibiotcs to take and sent me home.
Later that night I was at hoome laying down.
I got up to go to the restroom and I started to bleed more.
So I rushed to the ER.
They wanted to see where the blood was coming from.
So they did an exam on me.
What they found was my cervix was dialated to 4 or 5 and that the babies foot was hanging out.
I was really upset I was PRAYING God please don't let this happen again.
I can't lose this baby too.
They put me standing on my head all most to see if they could get the baby back in there.
The reason for that the doctor wanted to see if me could do a cercloge (sow the cervix closed).
The baby's heart beat was very very very Good and the baby was moving around also.
So later on that night I went in to surgey and had the cercloge done.
Very thing went some what well.
I was in surgery for 2 in a half hours because my cervix would stay closed.
I was dialated to 6 or 7 not what they thought.
My doctor know how much we wanted this baby.
So I got out of surgery and things were good.
the baby's heart beat was great but a little lower.
I lost some fluid.
But he said the next couple of hours will tell it all.
I prayed and prayed and prayed.
All that night that Gods will be done.
Later the next day they came in and got my to do an ultrasound to see how the baby was.
The baby was gone they said.
I just brusted out in tears not again not again.
He doctor can in and told me that he would do a D&C on me.
But it was a move extancive one than they usually do.
He asked me if I wanted to be awake for this or out during this.
I said out I don't wanna be awake for this at all.
He did the D&C and he tried to get the baby out all together.
Because we wanted to know what it was and all.
Well after it was done and I was in my room awake the doctor cam in.
To answer questions we may have about all of what we gone through.
I asked what caused this?
He said it was an incompetent cercix.
They don't know why it happends it just does.
The next thing we asked is what was the baby?
He told us it was a boy and that he was very very beautiful.
I started to cry because I wanted so bad to give my husband a boy.
He also said that the cord was wrapped arround his neck several times and tight.
I was so shook up and scared at this point.
I prayed to God and asked him why does this have to happen to us?
We are God fearing people living but His will.
One day in the shower I got the answer to that.
I was down on my knees in the shower cring asking Him why why?
I got the answer (what I felt was the answer anyway).
It was He took the baby before anything come happen to the baby.
Because the bigger the baby got the more tighter the cord would of got.
All this took place in July of "99".
We named him James John.
I THANK YOU FOR LETTING ME SHARE MY OTHER 3 ANGEL BABIES WITH YOU.
I GUESS GOD WANTED MY 4 ANGELS WITH HIM TO RAISE
GOD BLESS YOU!!
